Exam melabuhkan tirai, Holiday datang menjelma!

Title agak merepek kan? haha k dah ignore je -oo- :p actually baru habis exam harini. Then just tinggal Thursday n Friday je kena sekolah then cutiiiiiiiiiiii (Y)

Tu yg best tu. My parents ajak pegi Penang 3days 2night :D dpt lah jalan2 release tension heheh xD
Harini aku rasa best lah. Dunno apa yg best but rasa best dia lain sngt. Lain dari yg lain ;D

Semalam saya mimpi someoneeeeeeeeee <3 Dia dtg rumah tau! haha :p Bila citer kat Nabilah, dia kata ni - "Ntah-ntah nnt dia nak dtg rumah kau. Mana lah tau masa birthday kau nanti dia dtg rumah kau malam2 buat surprise" LOL pun boleh Nabbbbb xD eh but! sebenarnya sebelum tu dia kata "mungkin dia rindu kau. Sebab kan if kita mimpi someone tu means org tu yg rindu kita?" hahah k ni aku tak tau lah fakta or not but ramai yg ckp mcm tu ;)

So, that's all. Tak. Boleh. Nak. Bebel. Banyak. Coz. Sleepy. Sudah. Good nite guys!! n Sweet dreams!! ;)

2012 - A Super Duper Tired Year

Hye guys! haha saya senyap untuk few months kan? well, i'm back! :D

This year, i can call it "A Super Duper Tired Year". Well i'm a PMR candidate so i've to study everyday like a mad person. Schooling from 7am till 4 or 5pm. Then when at home, all i do is doing all those homework. Some teachers gave A LOT OF HOMEWORK but some of them are so kind n they don't even give homework sometimes :p

About my life, yeah something that i can call it 'stupid' is happening to me right now. U hate ur bestfriend bcoz of that 1 junior is a stupid stupid stupid stupid action that u've done. Malas nak story panjang lah pasal benda ni. Nnt byk pulak org yg terasa haduyaiii x_x

About my love story,.. eh wait! i have a love story? haha lawak -__- bf pun takda nak ada love story pulak. Berangan lah kau Pika! :p

Well, that's all for today's post. Penat nak jadi chatterbox so good bye n have a great Saturday! Eh wait! jgn lupa tonton Adnan Sempit 2 di pawagam berdekatan eh. Terbaik Punya Sekuel Der! XD 

The One That Got Away and It Will Rain

Do u know why I love those song?? Coz the lyrics reminds me of u. Every word in the song reminds me of u. Yes u..

•The One That Got Away - Katy Perry
U must've heard this song, don't u?  Remember the chorus? "In another life, I would make u stay, so I don't have to say a word, the one that got away, the one that got away"
Do u understand the meaning of the chorus? Every time when heard this verse, I'll remember my action towards u. I wouldn't have to say that thing to u 1 month ago. Yeah, i'm sure that u forget how long we're fighting don't u? This Tuesday (6/12/2011) enough 1 month.

•It Wil Rain
I'm sure u've already known why i love this song so much. The 1st song link that I post to people's wall is this song n at ur wall. The song's video is related to my situation now. Yeah, u've left n i can't accept the reality thingy. Just the same. At 1st, many of my friends say "just let her go. don't stressed up urself". But i just can't. I still hoping for a miracle to happen. But after a few weeks, it's still the same. So i've decided to leave u n let u go. Delete u from my life. It's hard for me to do at first but now I'm okay ;)

I'm tired of crying, hoping n all that kind of stuff. For me, u've dead. But dunno from u're side. I'm not a superhero until I can know ur true feeling.

So now I just wanna say gud luck for u to go on with ur life in KL. I'm just hoping for u to take care of urself n remember, KL's social life is not the same with JB. U'll have to be extra careful.

BUBYE N ASSALAMUALAIKUM, YASMINE :)

"Kali Pertama..."

Bab 1
Di suatu petang pada hari rabu, aku menemani Rose. Dia ingin berjumpa dengan seseorang. Aku turuti saja langkahnya. Ketika kami sedang menunggu orang tersebut, kami terserempak dengan Chong. Kemudian kami berbual - bual sambil menunggu. Ketika kami sedang berbual, datang seorang pelajar yang aku tidak kenal kerana dia seorang pelajar tingkatan 1 dan aku tidak pernah mengambil tahu perihal pelajar tingkatan 1. Aku hanya memerhati Rose dan pelajar itu berbual. Dari pandangan mata aku, pelajar ini sangat peramah. Lebih - lebih lagi dengan senior seperti kami bertiga. Dan tekaan aku tepat. Walaupun itu adalah kali pertama aku berjumpa dengan pelajar tersebut, tetapi kami tidak kekok berbual bersama. Seperti sudah kenal lama. Aku tidak berani untuk bertanya sendiri siapakah nama dia. Jadi aku melihat tanda namanya di tudung. Tertulis nama "Liyana". Liyana. Buat pertama kalinya aku berkawan dengan orang yang bernama Liyana..

Bab 2

Hari demi hari, kami menjadi kawan. Pada awalnya, aku tidaklah menegurnya atau mencarinya. Dia yang selalu menegurku dahulu jika kami terserempak di mana - mana. Selepas itu, kami terlibat dalam 1 projek yang sama. Makin kerap lah aku berjumpa dengannya. Aku menjadi baik dengannya. Ya, dia memang baik. Kelakar. Aku memang suka dengannya personalitinya. Di atas sebab - sebab yang tertentu, aku terpaksa menarik diri dari menyertai projek itu. Namun, aku tetap hadir pada suatu majlis yang melibatkan ahli kumpulan projek ini. Sepanjang majlis berlangsung, aku hanya berada dengan dia saja. Sedangkan pada mulanya, tujuan aku hadir pada hari sabtu tersebut adalah untuk berjumpa dan menyokong kawan - kawanku yang lain. Sepanjang kami duduk bersama, macam - macam yang kami bualkan bersama 2 orang lagi kawan aku iaitu Akim dan Syarif. Dari perihal pelajar - pelajar tingkatan 1 dan 2 hinggalah ke kisah peribadi masing - masing..

Bab 3

Mula dari sinilah kami menjadi semakin rapat. Bukan hanya sebagai kawan baik, malah sudah menjadi seperti adik beradik. Jika aku ada masalah, aku akan meluahkan segala - galanya pada Liyana. Cuma dia saja yang memahami jiwa aku. Begitu juga jika dia menghadapi masalah. Aku akan dengar dan cuba untuk memberi apa - apa kata perangsang untuknya. Hari makin hari, aku merasakan bahawa aku tak boleh menyorokkan apa - apa dari dia. Hati aku akan rasa tidak tenteram walaupun benda yang aku sorok itu cuma perkara kecil..

Bab 4

Tetapi, segala - galanya terletak di tangan Tuhan. Pada malam raya, kami bergaduh. Pergaduhan antara aku dan Liyana berlaku disebabkan aku menipunya mengenai beberapa perkara. Sekarang, kami bukan hanya tidak bertegur sapa, malahan aku terpaksa untuk memaksa diri aku agar tidak melihat mukanya langsung. Perit untuk aku melakukannya. Namun aku terpaksa. Aku hanya perlu berdoa agar dia berubah hati untuk maafkan aku dan bersabar dengan dugaan ini. Amin...

-TAMAT- 

                   Ditulis pada Sabtu, 12/11/2011.

When I See...

When i see your class, i just hoping that u're gonna call my name like usual. But yeah, u'll not gonna do that anymore..

When i see your new updates, i really-really want to press the 'like' button or comment but.. i can't.. it'll make u mad..

When i see your wall post to him, i'm smiling coz u're so grateful to have him n i'll always pray for ur happiness..

When i open my android, i was hoping for u to text me but.. hmm it was only just a dream..

When i'm alone, i'll think about u. Yeah, u might think that i'm lying but this time, i'm not lying.

I seriously wanna talk to u like few weeks ago. Shouting like hell from ur class to my class, outing together, share our problems n secrets with each other, i'm  mocking ur EX eventhought i don't know him but i know he's already hurt ur feelings.. Everything..

U'll never see me crying or trying to watch u from my class like usual but trust me, i'm dying to do all that stuff. When i close my eyes, all i think is u. The thing we used to do together..

I'm not mad at u but.. i'm just curious.. Why u've becoming a person that u once said to me that u'll never be? Why? I don't have time to hate u. Coz i was busy loving my sister. Yes, my sister is u. U're the only one.

I'm so stressed out when i think of u.. Yeah u'll never know that i'm sick after we've fought..

U'll see me mocking u at my fb or twitter. I'm not doing it because i want to.. But i'm doing it because i HAVE to..

Just remember, everything that u've done to me, that u've said to me, i've already forgive u..

N don't forget to remember, everything that i've spent on u, i'll never ever ever gonna ask u to pay it back.. I don't care about all those fucking money.. I just want u to be my friend back.. That's all.. We're gonna start our end year break.. So i don't want to fight with u anymore.. i'm so tired girl.. Tired of all this crap..

I know it's my fault.. I started everything.. So now i wanna end everything.. But i'll always pray for u n him to stay together n happy always..

11/11/2011 is ur special date right? I just wanna say "have fun n happy meeting him".

Thanks for every single happiness that u gave me.. i appreciate it :')